Hey city lights and high rise buildings
flickering lights and traffic jam
Long time no see
I miss you, uncertainty
That feeling of rush at all time
Like you’ve lost the track of time
Where you need plan a, b, c, and d
Just to go from point a to b
I miss your unexpected turns
That adrenaline high from time to time
That claustrophobic feeling because too much fresh air scares me
I’m a big city girl so I need that constant trigger to move and get going
I don’t have a love-hate relationship with you
I only know that I have that kind of relationship where I’ve known you well enough to navigate your every flow and shape and curves
I already accept you for who you are
Your erratic tantrum
Your obsessive behavior
Your chilling mindfuck
Your rhythm and your madness
I’ve dealt with it
Hell I crave it, even
I wouldn’t know how to live a life without your insanity
I spent everything on you and I left nothing else of me